What a day…what a rant…
That title is sorta a catchy song lyric. I’ll keep that in mind. Haha.
Almost everyone’s asleep, and i don’t know who to vent to at one in the morning. So, I’ll blog about it. My day’s been extremely weird today, and it’s sorta good and sorta bad. It was awkwardly content!
I can’t say that I’m pissed off, or depress, or anything. I’m not even content either. I’m at a blank, actually. People are extremely selfish nowadays. Today, so many of my friends had issues that they were going through. I took five minutes from being a complete douche to help them out, but then there’s nothing in return. Not really a “thank you”. More like a “fuck off”. Like, Wyatt. -.- She’s an amazing person, I don’t mind that, but she started to form feelings for this one guy at school. She was venting to me, and I’m sitting there…just listening. Then she goes off saying how he was leading her on and shit. So, I tell her my views, and she fuckin’ freaks out. Sorry for not being great at giving advice or stating my opinions. Then during free period, Kelly’s talking to me, and she says she hates her boyfriend and shit like that. I tell her to break up with him. She tells me she can’t. The fuck?! She says that her dumbass of a boyfriend is all she has. Obviously! She’s not giving the good guys a chance. What sucks about all of this is that no matter how much you listen to some chick rant on about shit, they don’t give a fuckin’ damn how you feel. It’s annoying as Hell. Also, I hate how girls go all depserate over the bad guys, and complain and shit when they’ve never given any of the good guys a chance. It’s stupid. Like, they have some sorta standard for “Mr. Right” or fuckin’ “Edward Cullen”. I’m sorry, but girls are really selfish, and they get bitchy real easily. I’ve always been afraid to say something straight forward to a girl because there reactions are so…fuckin’ insane! But they say something straight forward, and the guys just take it. HAHAHA. How funny is that? -.- Selfish. I swear. It’s like they’re constantly emotional. And when they’re on their period, they’re like REAL emotional. It kinda puts me in an awkward stage. They’re like bi polar and on fuckin’ meds!
But luckily, what Annie and me talked about at school completely evens out my day. She wasn’t even acting as those other selfish girls. She was just…lively. She asked me a question that no one has really asked me in over years. More, like, four years. She asked me, “What’s on your mind?” I said, “You…You look pretty without make up.” Of course, that wasn’t all on my mind, but the point is, she fuckin’ asked! Which show she wasn’t being all selfish. The last time I really heard a girl ask me that, with intentions to be caring was when Kristen was around. Life’s a fuckin’ bitch, but i guess it has it’s good…not really.
I really miss how it was just Josh, Cole, and me. Friday Midnight Bowling on the Wii. Monsters. Rockstars. Tacos. Paintball // spies. Parodies. Rock concerts. Spinning in Office Depot’s office chairs. Lmfao. Oh! And Finding Nemo. i might watch that tomorrow..or today! Fuck, yes!
Monday is gonna be great. Spend two hours with Annie. :] Be happy for me! She’s really chill. More then Jenna. -.- Who’s sleeping on my bed…I’m on the floor…
